Why am I doing this? I must be out of my gourd.

For me to be as naturally outgoing as I am, this is going to be a challenge, because my weight is a VERY private issue. But recently, I stepped on the scale, and the number shocked me. Scared me. SURPRISED me. And then I got angry, because I realized that all my talking, wishing, and fantasizing about losing weight wasn’t actually DOING anything. There was no action behind my talk. “I LOVE working out! I’m a closet gym rat!” Yeah, I can say that… but does it actually show? The only thing that was showing was my love of chicken nuggets.

So, I’ve decided to lose 100 pounds in a year, and I’m going to blog about it. Lord help me…

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